a mere glimpse into what i've been doing

yes, this is a little bit of a checklist, but it's there for a reason.
-not drinking
-not cursing
-not using or saying the word "god" unless it is proper to do so
-being true and open with my feelings and emotions
-keeping an open mind to others beliefs, and continuing to explore things i am ignorant about
-listening to others, and hearing them
-respecting others
this is a short list, and it is certainly not complete. they are just the things i can show i've been successful in changing. other things are a bit more difficult to show. i was called out as to how long these changes would last and all i can say is that these things have been life changes for me. and my reason for making above mentioned changes is worth every bit of effort i've put in and will continue to put in.

in doing all of this, all that i've ever wanted is a chance to show the person i am, the person that's been hidden for so long, one little chance to begin to build trust.

anyway, time to try and get some rest.