last night i was awoken out of a dead sleep by my phone ringing, yes it is a common that i have it set to silent whilst sleeping but since my lack of popularity it's fallen out of being a habit.... the time was just about 12:30am and my phone starts ringing...i wake up from a dead sleep to an "unknown" on my phone. so i just want to say thanks to whoever too the time in the middle of their night to wake my sorry insomnia stricken rear end up...i hope with all of my heart that it made your night.....and if you really wanna talk to me in the middle of the night, leave a freakin message or don't block your number before you call me.....another suggestion would be call during normal daylight hours so we could talk and i could hold up my end of the convo and contribute at least a little...
ok enough of the rant, but just in case you didn't don't freakin call me in the middle of the night, in fact don't freakin call me if your number shows up as unknown or blocked..
as for the rest of what's going on.....well i'd be lying if i said it wasn't the usual roller coaster ride that is my life....tried to race tonight, course was a little different, shorter and turnier...hung in till i gave up on the last lap, i just don't have it and that's proof that not being on my bike doesn't help me be a good racer....however i will say that i still handle my bike better than most of those jerk offs combined.
what else, well, i've been killing it in the yard (i'll post pics for you later sean)....the back patio is done, no more pavers.....just need to clean it off the rest of the way: i.e. find a place for my grandma's old table and the boxes that are on top of it...excited....so much more organized behind the garage and such a nice place to just hang out......
hmmmm.....i don't mean to be a downer...but i'm so sick of work....i'm leaving it at that....
on of my kids isn't doing so well...princess is in a bunch of pain and is antisocial, limping....not eating all that well....i'm so sad and i blame myself for it...right now i don't know what i'd do if this kid doesn't pull through, she and i have been through a lot together...
enough, time to shower and try to sleep....i'm sure the week will be nothing but exciting........
