monday's.....

"sounds like someones got a case of the monday's" office space

some days are better than others... after a weekend of playing guessing games and trying to figure out what will happen next, or if rather. we could just say all of the weekend's bad culminated for me on monday. i got up early and went on a short 45min mellow ride around the park. my legs felt like poo and the spin did them some good, i know if i didn't spin them around i knew they would continue to feel worse throuh out the day and even worse for racing tuesday night.
so anyway got home got cleaned up and headed into work. work has the potential of being a 50/50 chance of being terribly bad or wonderfully good.... p-diddy wasn't in so that was going against me, not me personally, but me as others in the shop def don't work anywhere near as much or as hard as they should and my work ethic and train of thought don't play that way so it takes it's toll... i just don't know how people get away with the "time theft" that they do....anyway.... i was plugging along and something hit me as it wasn't going my way....i could say i had a moment and then i took a nice deep breath and let it go...feeling better, or something. got a couple things done, then got ousted to the front bench, luckily it was a short lived stint at the bench as party boy showed up and i pulled rank and put him up there. i will say i had a good time at the front bench today though, goofed off with a couple customers, met some nice folks...so that was good. back in the back, i could tell i was a little burnt and had other things on my mind and didn't really want to be there or work....i cowboy'd up and got it done though, fighting the tiredness, mental bs and whatever other excuses i could come up with every step of the way. at 7, i was done....scheduled to 5:30, usually stay till close to help out but just had to get out..
i forgot to mention that at some point during the afternoon ds left and the work of others came to a complete halt....disgusting..
went home, got a quick bite and off to help a buddy out for a while.. it was a mental break for me, and a much needed one at that. got home late, got cleaned up, crashed out...

i certainly hope tomorrow's a better day...i think i'm due for things to go my way and my frustrations to give me a break.